6.08.2010

the one where she comes to the realization she is leaving...

66 days. 
Let me say that again. 66 days.
Holy moley, I can not believe that I am actually doing this! Packing has been actually progressing, and I am getting ready for the journey of a lifetime. Last night I was laying in bed and I realized that I am leaving all my friends, family, and life for a entire summer. I have almost no connections with anyone who I will be traveling with, let alone any close friends. This is really just going to be me, figuring out who I am for an entire summer. I bought a webcam for Justin, and I am preparing to leave him. He is one of the hardest people to part with next to my parents, everyone else I have been away from for long periods before or are not a part of my daily life to the extent that Justin and my parents are. I have a twisted stomach just thinking about leaving, but it is mixed with a string of excitement, I know I am going to have fun its just hard to remember sometimes. 
Until we meet again-
Crista

2 comments:

  1. I will miss our daily talks and the friend that just listens. Thanks for being the best daughter a mom could ask for

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  2. Cris - you only get this kind of a chance once in a lifetime, so enjoy every single minute of it! We will miss you very much but know that you are experiencing memories of a lifetime!

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